itbeatsforyou

Onlylearninghowtotrustmyself,myeyespassawayfromYourgaze.

Youreeriesmileurksme,asIassemblemyselffortheday.

ContinuallyYouwatchme,waiting,watching.

ContinuallyYouloveme,abundantly,graciously.

ThereisnooneaboveYou,yetIstillhavedoubts.

WouldYouwipeawaythisfear?

Thisunsurenessinside?

Ialwaysmakemistakesitseems.

Goodintentionsarejustthat.

Ialwaysfailyou,itseems,atleastthat'swhatItellmyself.

IstherenotonethingIcandotopleaseYou?

Evenmyloveforyousufferswithenvy,greed,andselfishness.

Thecaresoftheworldareburdeningmysoul.

Myheadbecomesheavywithfatigue.

WhoamItryingtoplease?

Whowilllovealloftheseimperfections?

Iamaslavetomyself,itseems,stuckinsidemyhead.

Lord,canyourescueme?

IamlostwithoutYou.

Deadtotheworldandtomyself.

Myfamilyscornsme.

Peoplepersecuteandhateme.

Iamconfusedandhurt.

WhatdoIdo?WheredoIgo?

CanIlivethiswayforever?

NotwithoutYou.

NotwithoutYourloveandyourstrength.

CanIliveforYoueveryday?

WillYouhelpme?Iamtired,Papa.

MyLove,Iamweak.Carryme.

IfallasleepbywhisperingtoYou.

DoYouhearme?CanYoufeelmyheartbeating?

ItbeatsforYou,myLord.ItbeatsforYou.