if love is what you seek...

if i told you that i loved you,
would you feel the pain that's locked deep, down inside me
that makes me go insane.
if i told you that i missed you,
would you hold me close?
would you wrap your arms around me,
or tell me that i'm gross.
if i told you that i hated,
the way you sang that song,
the way you said what you said,
and left me here behind.
if i told you that i wanted to be the only one,
even though there's things i don't understand.
if i told you that i'd give you, the world and all there is,
would you still reject me and tell me that there's more.
if you told me that i wouldn't satisfy your need,
would you see the tears roll down the landscape of my face?
when the rain falls down,
can you hear the angels cry?
for surely they are better off up here, than way down there.
where tears are shed when happiness is spread and kindness always comes.
light does not fear the falling of the night.
the sun will not shy away because the moon overcomes the eve.
give the kid a chance, they said.
he did.
and...